Thursday, February 12, 2009

compilation of unanswered questions

I wonder why...
- I'm such a freak? I didn't used to be?
- my closest friends always know what I'm thinking? It's a bit unnerving.
- I can't throw away that stupid shipping schedule, the one where your cup left a ring on the front page (neither of us even looked at it)?
- I can never finish a "to do" list before I need to make a fresh one?
- I'm so afraid to admit my true thoughts, even when I know you won't judge me?
- I still can't forget every single details of the day I was fired, even though it was the worst job I ever had?
- during a perfect moment, I always fuck it up by dreading the time when it will end?
- people I never talk to are so interested in anything abnormal in my life?
- dancing, sober, is so hard for me to do?
- my eyes always betray me?
- I feel the need to write these things down and post them online?

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