rejection

re⋅jec⋅tion

   /rɪˈdʒɛkʃən/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [ri-jek-shuhn] Show IPA

–noun

1.	the act or process of rejecting.

2.	the state of being rejected.

3.	something that is rejected.

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Origin:
1545–55; < class="ital-inline">rējectiōn- (s. of rējectiō) a throwing back, equiv. to rēject(us) (see reject ) + -iōn- -ion

Synonyms:
1, 2. refusal, spurning, dismissal, elimination.


Looks like I will be having to leave Duluth after all. I am a resource without demand. Mostly, I just don't get why I expected to be at least considered? I guess one rejection from UMD just wasn't enough for me. I had to come back for more. At least I can still get my degree somewhere. Life will go on.

and so...

I've got a feeling...

and it requires me to use "..." a lot.

Partly because I'm can't explain it, but mostly I'm not sure how I'm suppose to explain it.

All I do know is I'm getting frustrated that all the parts of my life can't quite line up...when one thing is good...the other is shit...I'm looking for regularity and that damn yogurt just isn't working! (btw, this is suppose to be a joke...I don't even eat yogart)

eh

I have lots of bills.

They are all in a stack on my desk.

I humor my happiness by ignoring there existence.